That Kind of Girl

She is so beautiful so as to conquer whatever lustrous light that the night thinks it has. She is the star in the distance but also the flame of the next sunrise at the edge if the horizon. 

She is a meadow in the springtime. The kind of meadow that takes the appearance of an ocean as tendrils of wind whisk through them. But she is also the sturdy rock. The kindof of spirit that somebody could move mountains with. She is the mountain as well as the sun; she shines like a diamond but glows like fire, and has always known exactly who she was and what she stood for. 

She is my light. She is my beacon of what to strive for. She terrifies as well as inspires and she makes me feel as if I'm floating on air but unable to breathe. She is intelligent, and has good appreciation and knowledge of many subjects and cultural knowledge. She's the kindof girl who's gorgeous but a genius at the same time and loves old clothes styles like the 20's and 50's. Her favorite color is red, and she loves to act in drama; yes she is my kind of girl. 

I hope that whatever kind of boy falls for her that he treats her like the star she is. The kind of star that shines far more than it's neighbors. 

Yea, she's that kind of girl. 

Favorite Movie

My favorite love to this day remains Inception. Maybe just because I've though about the concept before or have actually had dream within a dream happen to me, but either way the movie still blows my mind today.

Plus it's all supposed to be in Europe, which is where I want to go the most.

Judgment Day

You see all the posts on the web and all the people that cone into class with ethical questions such as "What is racism to you?" "What is the ethical condition of Lone Peak High?" and "Is judgement really as bad as people say it is?" Yea it is.

Every high school that I've ever attended hasn't been as bad as Lone Peak.

Don't get me wrong it's not a horrible school. Pretty awesome actually. But the whole social class bull shit and the looks in the hall people give each other that say "you aren't worth me saying hi to" are getting overwhelming.

How easy would it be to go over to the girl you've never met before that looks kindof lonely when she eats lunch? What are your friends going to possible say about you if you try and make pleasant conversation with the person whose parents you know just got a divorce?

We all judge. But judge in favor of the people you judge. Because nobody is perfect.

Raw Talent

Lyrics inspired by a 5 year old. This is proof that we grow out of creativity.

I was going to a road
and I tripped over a bunny.
This is what our heart is for;
playing the guitar.

Almost that is correct.
Not necessarily supposed to,
but my friends are all here to play.
I was going on a road all day.
All day along...

All day along...

All day.

But then that's life.I almost got hurt.
There was a sign that said stop,
but I didn't want to stop.

We can all walk, heck we can crawl!
Just as long as we get there.

And as long as we crawl together.

Commodity is Dead

Thank you Jack Johnson. I wish I still lived next to you.

I stare at the box in front of me with peace boiling in my chest. It wants to explode and share itself with the world. And it will.

But through me. Later. It's mine for now.

What's the point of hatred? I feel contradictory because I hate the feeling. But I hate hating, so I still hate just like the rest of you. But I still love you. Every one of you.

Suppose that we all could understand eachother for one day? Could avoid the judgement and silence the whispers behind others backs that you know are being said about you and others? The girl's books just spread out over the floor. You know your hands will get stepped on if you help her, but because you'v already seen the smile on her face that warms the whole school you don't notice the pain or dirt that's on them.

We are all as lonely as we want to be. There's no use in stopping. But nobody ever told me not to.
Rise above the "rules". Not thinking if you're stupid for showing kindness. Just do it. Because being kind isn't stupid as you and I think. 

So what if she's got black hair? She's not depressed. In fact...I'm happier looking at her than I am at you. Let's go say hi.

He's dancing in the hallway...wow! I had no idea people could jump that high!
She's a genius. Could you help me with my math? You're into pokemon? Dude you just brought back half my childhood!

Who's to say whats impossible? We forgot the world keeps spinning, and I can feel a change in everything.

The Ultimate Problem

Kid Cudi or Eminem...hmmmm...my head hurts...Somebody  figure this out for me please?

I Figured It Out!

Well I made an awesome discovery. I'm in such a better mood throughout the whole day when I actually get 8 or more hours of sleep!

Who would'v known huh? Never would'v thought that sleep could make me happier.
So my resolution? Start going to bed at 9:30. At least for this year. When I don't have to get up for seminary next year I'll get even more sleep. Then I'll be even happier, and not just because I got more sleep!